one
in my thinking
I wonder...
How would it have been
with him?
would it have been nice?
nicer than this...
perhaps...
after all... was I...
wrong... Maybe?
or...
have I missed...
something...?
O! My God!
then I yell
Of Course Not!
go to sleep! You damned Fool!
but I can't help
wondering...
each time it happens...
and now it happens...
oftener!
and my wife suspects..
something!
Last Night My God!
―
I called her Harold!
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